The world we live in...

White Blank Page.  Mumford & Sons.  ​ I don’t know why I woke up with this song in my head swirling around, like I had recently been listening to it… yet I hadn’t.  Perhaps someone else was thinking of me and listening to it instead.  Or perhaps it was my mind playing tricks on me… but… no. I don’t want you to go away I wonder what happened to you.  Why this song?  Is this why you are avoiding me?  Are you trying to protect me from yourself? There is a lot of brokenness in this world.  I see more clearly now.  Shanna 2.0 comes with perspective and insight, but it cost.  It took my time in Texas, a spontaneous ‘awakening’, Dark Night of the Soul, or an existential crisis to really define my new self.   I got to know myself along the way, and to fully see humans as they were, not the naive version of the world that Shanna 1.0 knew.   It took me time to integrate the pain, but it has given me compassion that is softe...

✈️ Air Shanna Loyalty Program Slogan: Chosen over time Motto: I’m not for everyone, and everyone doesn’t need to be for me — but closeness is earned through care. Welcome Aboard Welcome to Air Shanna ✈️ Air Shanna is a relationship model built on respect, consistency, and repair — with clear boarding procedures and safety-first policies. Participation is voluntary. Closeness is not automatic. Access deepens over time through demonstrated care. This program exists to protect safety, preserve energy, and allow relationships to grow at a sustainable pace — without guilt, guesswork, or silent resentment. How the Program Works Status is based on patterns , not promises Time and consistency matter more than intensity Movement between tiers is allowed and normal Quiet adjustments are preferred over dramatic conversations Safety always overrides history Loyalty Tiers 🪑 Open Seating “We interact pleasantly, but I don’t rely on you.” Who: Acquaintances, coworkers, new connections Perks: War...